A day Without U

Friday,as usual,wake up and bath.. Everything seems to be normal,but something big or even a dreadful event is awaiting for me... Yet i din realize until it burst..... Haiz...

Today,i wake up slighty late compare to my previous time,i woke up at 11am... But it wasnt i woke up by myself,my mom,she woke me up.... She yelled yelled yelled until i pek chek thn i woke up wif my eyes still closing.... As usual,my 1st thing to do everytime i wake up is checking my msg but today's msg was nearly making me and her to break up... it was all my fault gua.... I shud not sending some stupid msg tat caused her to think lidat but on the other sides was,i wan to tell her the truth as i might nt b great compare to others....but she misunderstood my intentions... Nvm... After a long msg-ing wif her,telling her my intentions and my feelings... She jz en oh en oh lidat,making me so frustrated sial.... I cn feel tat i made a great silly mistakes as i shud have trusted her and not suspecting her... Haiz... i did to console but FAILED until she went to her camp,it was the time feels lik she has forgived me...

Haiz... i really dunno how to cheer her up... mayb she forced herself to happy or her frens cheer her.... Who knows rite?? Yep,today oso,i din realize that i could be so besar hati till i teach Viv's sis... She's asking me to teach her F5 syllabus... And without thinking twice,i promised her... Swt... In fact,i shud nt teach her or giving her a chance but I jz dunno why i say YES... Mayb i nid someone to talk gua..?? Or mayb i want to recall back my secondary time..?? Or mayb i want to see ppl suffer...?? Who knows rite..!! After all,i dunno wat i want now!!! Now everyday,besides helping my parents at their shop,i have to teach ppl summore... but definately not Chem,Bio and Phy as i nt a pro in these subjects.... Haiz... But i jz teaching her both maths oni... Haiz... Mayb i dun hav good temper or mayb my mood being affected today gua,she was scolded by me but wat surprised me was tat she doesnt angry and she keeps doing those exercises i gave to her...

She quite talented in math thingy,jz 2 o 3 examples i show her,she can complete two chapters in 3 hours time... Haha.. Great thing is tat i feel so contended as i cn hav sis lik her tat is so smart... Haha... But cham is later nite she'll come again... No time to go anywhere oso.. Mom lik ejek-ing me dun spoil ppl future... Swt... Feels lik kena she tembak... and kinda Malu sial.... But seeing she cn learn things fast,and have good responds,i'm proud to tell my mom tat i'm not a bad "tutor"... But the different is tat i dun get pay. Tat's all.... But we crap alot... She tembak me,i gave her exercises... Haha... Until she no time tembak me sial... Haiz... Vr bad hor??

Today or mayb tonite la,usually i can talk to my gf,but since she went to camps so i have to "puasa" lor... Haiz... Dunno how to spend my time sial... I mean dunno how to go through the time without her.... Mayb i'm not indepedent yet or wat.... Haiz... But mayb within these few days,i have to learn to live my life more happier even i cant contact her... But thank goodness,i now got someone to teach and fool... so the time will move more faster... Haha... But still,i have to help my parents and left her alone upstairs doin exercises.. Haha...

Besides tat,now i start to wondering i shud go F6 or Uni... Haiz.... Dunno wat tell oso... Nothin much to tell oso coz this i will discuss with my parents... And see how mummy says lor...

Never say Never...