So Long~

It's been months that i've never updated my blog. Well,it's kinda a long story to start of from when i stopped updating my blog.

Well,first and for most,it was my NS,I'd wondering ways for not goin NS as i hate to go and gt parted wif her(now,she's officially my ex).. Well before tis,she was still my gf.

Mayb,i should intro abit of my background. Im 17and 5months tis yr 2010. Im an ordinary guy that have not talented but computer. Im too a quite poor kid tat im a hawker son,im proud as it's nothing to feeling shy of. Living in my parents cares,i feel lik im still a kid tat have others attention. Or maybe this is the factors tat causes me to be weak.

Months ago,my house,was having renovation. So,i gt to stay at my shop. Well,i could say tat,within the 5months i stayed in there,it was the happiest days that i had in my live. But when i shifted back to my house d,everything changed and this changing makes me feel lik im totally lost. I gt hurt yet still i choose to being hurt. Am i dumb? Well,i knw,i knw im dumbass. To love is to be hurt. Whenever u put in ur love to someone,one day,one day u will be hurt as there's no endless love in this reality.