Friendship

Friendship is now meant everything to me ad...b4 this oso la... Haha...

It has been 2 days d since i updated my previous post at tuesday nite... Haha... Within these 2 days,i recalled wad i did and wad should i do to solve this tremendous prob to me... But after thinking for 2 days,no result comes out! It was kinda a bad days for me coz "all the results are so bad" until i scared to tell my parents - - -> Especially my GRANDMA!!! If she knew bout this "results" thingy,i think she gonna "rip my chest" But luckily,she doesnt know bout it....

There's no other ways for me to resolve this matter anymore... I had slpt outside "my house" last 2 days to beg her forgiving... But it was useless... I slpt till 3am outside the house but luckily i set my hp's alarm... If not,i think i gonna fall sick for few days... So siu(unfortunate) lo,when i went back to my house,i fell into the swimming pool...So gross u noe?! My eyes were so pain after the pool water entered my eyes... A auntie heard it and she saw so she called me go have a hot bath and drink hot milk or wadever tht is hot,if not "u will fall sick"...Feeling so warm noe?! After tht,i did wad she told to do so....~

When i'm dull and thinking it's hopeless d,i told my frens... After telling them my prob,i feel much better than b4...! Haha...dunno why lidat?! But much better la if they were around my side for every seconds so i could feel happier and much better... Other than the 2 frens,i have 1 oso... HL... Haha... Whenever i encounter a prob,no matter it's serious matter or mere thingy,he will always listen to me... But he oso have some prob same as me but NOT THIS! Haha....

After sharing my prob with them,they are really a good listener... They didn't say wad but jz listen to me quietly and they gave me alot of advises... Although they gave alot but i dun think those would help me in solving my matter... Maybe my will is not strong enuf or i too weak d?! They too offerred some helps for me but i think this matter has to be solved by me and no one could help... I'm so sry to say tht if YOU(those frens) c this... But i'm really grateful to have u all as my fren...

THANK YOU,My Frens!